dreamer

looking for a job lately.
dont know what to do…pray…but i think God wants me to learn from experiencing.

am i too much a dreamer? now it seems like i am forced to stop dreaming.
wake up for the good of my family and my son?

i dont want to stop trying though
but i can be realistically trying at the same time too.

i believe whatever comes to me, that’s God’s will.
as long as i’ve never stopped trying.

this is a tough life lesson indeed.
what most people must take.

i believe God wants me to dream big
although the place He’s leading me too might not be the same as what i dream about.

all i’m asking is
may God use me because of what i’m experiencing
to help others in the future.
this is what i’m clear about God’s will.